I recently find myself talking to a old friend from a while ago maybe two years ago,and i really like him.Its so funnie when we talk about the old times we use to have when we thought we really liked each other.Im not saying i didnt like him but who knows how he really felt for me.
He use to always tell my bestfriend that he liked me alot and that he was going to ask me out in what not,and i believed it i really thought we was going to have something.Now that were talking again i find myself smileing all the time giggleing and what not.I dont know what it is about him,but what ever it is im really digging it.
So now he wants to get "serious"and i do mean serious.I really do to but there is something that is telling me that if this goes wrong it can mess up our friendship and i wouldnt want that because to be honest i think i love him,but in which way im not sure,and would i ever tell him no way(unless he reads this and he thinks its him).I havent even told him that i have feelings for him and im not sure i really want to tell him.
This could be good for me to not say anything but then again maybe he is feeling the same way im feeling.How do i deal with this.In my situation how do i deal with rejection or how do i deal with the truth?
